Hey, what's up guys? How's life? I really wonder how you're doing. I know, none of my business! Hm, I was just curious.

Did you just notice how stupid my journals sound? Especially the headings? Sometimes, I wonder how I could write so much nonsense. I suppose people always change. Yeah, that's natural. There is a wide array of emotions and feelings that we experience as we are faced with different events in life. Apparently, excitement makes me sound like a.. er, I don't know the correct word.. Forget it.

Please, you don't really have to listen to me. Sometimes, I feel like talking to myself. I think I should take the title 'deviously annoying' just to warn people about that..

Nah, it's just my thoughts.

I certainly don't want to be 'categorized' as being a certain 'type of person'. That's discrimination! Like I said, people always change, so they can't be judged just by looking at one side of his or her personality. One should know a person as a whole and not just as a facet. Though, of course, integrity does not always prevail. And we do not always show our whole self. It's very difficult, even impossible maybe.. We always have something to hide, isn't it?

I'm sure I've got more to say.. but, I think I lost track of what I said O_o Okaaay, that's the end.

Hi everyone!

Ok, I'm in the middle of the exam period, but .. oh well.

Man, the year is already ending.. however I've still got a month of exam. But, yeah it's really here! At last school is ending!

Hmm, still, I know I won't ever be able to enjoy school life with friends ever again. It's true, it's still somewhat sad.

But, soon... I'll be able to go on with my own life! I wonder how it's gonna be.. I hope all the best happens.. Err, but frankly I've never really thought about what I'll be doing as further studies or career.. Pfff, but for the moment it's exam time! I should focus all my attention in the present and do my best for my exams. I pray that I reap good results... I could work tha papers... but I still know they were not so easy, for some at least..

So that's what I felt like saying..

See ya!

Hi everyone.

*sigh* It's already my last school year... and I'm still wondering what I'll do and what I want to achieve. Where will I go? should I leave here and go abroad? I can't stay with my parents forever.. and I'll have to leave my friends as well.. But there's still email and internet. When I'll start university my sis would already have graduated. Looks like we'll always be separated because of the 7 year gap between us. It doesn't matter. We've got our own lives right?

It's nice having people you know around, but we'll all part one day in one way or another. Heh, maybe I should become a hermit, and get used to being lonely. Though, I can still count on God when I'm lonely, so I'm not truly alone. And doing activities will prevent me from experiencing memory loss. I should always be working my brain. Forgetting is not good.

So, do you have any suggestions regarding what I can do during the holidays? I know there's hwk and projects, but what else could I do? I need some ideas.

See ya!

Wishing you all a Merry Merry Christmas!

I already know what I got for christmas! ^_^ What about you?

I hope you are all enjoying it.

God loves you. (and Santa too )

you ^^

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Step 1: Put your mp3 player/computer music program on shuffle
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and song correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.


1. She calls me from the cold

2. I used to rule the world

3. Under the great North star

4. On a dark desert highway

5. Oh no, I see

6. If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today

7. You were my sun

8. See the signs, you left behind

9. A hundred days have made me older

10. So she said, "What's the problem, baby?"

11. I woke up today in London

12. Shut up Just shut up Shut up

13. Had a bad day again

14. We slept a while

15. Free The dream within

16. My black backpack stuffed with broken dreams

17. I lived my life in shadow

18. Lay down Your sweet and weary head

19. Heaven bent to take my hand

20. Give me a reason to believe that you're gone

21. Oh oh oh oh oh I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad

22. Oh no no no don't phunk with my heart

23. The words have been drained from this pencil

24. All my hate cannot be bound

25. When you're close to tears remember

26. Magic for me

27. I tear my heart open

28. Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you

29. All my life I've been waiting

30. Beauty queen of only eighteen

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Maaaaaaaan, that turned out really weird (0_0)"