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Fri Nov 14, 2008, 7:29 AM

Mood: Optimism

Hi everyone,

I am on holidays now and I plan on drawing, drawing and drawing!!! only if I have time or if I want to that is. I realised it's not much use considering drawing as a stressful duty. It gets boring at the end of the day if I think that way.

I've been looking after my little cousins a few days ago and it was really fun watching them speak, play and draw. Well, it's more like I have been drawing for them and they did not give me any break (-_-). Ugh.. slavery. Hopefully my mum was there too to take care of them.

I hope that by drawing in front of them, they'll get to love art someday and draw super cool artwork when they grow up! ^_^ Yay, that'd make me happy... I'm influencing them in some ways but it's not a bad influence, is it? Who knows, they could develop additional skills that could help them in the future.

That's it for now. I hope you're all okay ^^

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*Razkall Nov 16, 2008, 12:34:55 AM

Doing great, just a bit busy with school. Good to hear that you're going to draw lots and lots again (:

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~dizzyspot Nov 16, 2008, 1:44:15 AM

Yay, I'm going to draw anything!

But it's been so long since I talked to my da friends that the ties seemed to have loosened -_- . It's a natural consequence I guess.

Even in real life friendship tends to fade away with time, often after a school year. Everyone is free, so they should not be chained, even by friendship, if they feel it's no use to keep friends that they no longer feel talking to. But still, I can't generalise or say that what I say is true. There are so many different ways of thinking, and what I'm saying may be real bad!

Maybe I'm saying this because of past experience with some friends, who you know, kind of ignored you or made as if they did not see you. Well, me too I've developed this kind of attitude because I've been seeing that too often.

*sigh*, but oh well, that's part of life. That's the mentality of some people. I don't think I'm different*sob*

Nah, well, I'll try not being like that so as not to make other people sad, right?

It doesn't matter to me anyway if people act that way towards me.

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*Razkall Nov 16, 2008, 5:07:28 AM

I had the same when I took a break from dA, lots of people unwatched me and they were mad that I did not draw Gorillaz anymore XD If they wanna be like that, that's their choice, but I'm better off with people who gave me a warm welcome back (:

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~dizzyspot Nov 17, 2008, 11:38:07 AM

I understand!! *sob* *sob*

Heheh, joking of course. What you say is true though. People are attached only by one interest and when it goes away, the friends turn away too. Hmm, I'm reconsidering whether I'll draw lots. I think I should rather put my feelings into what I draw and illustrate it and stop randomisation. At least, I would stop caring about whether people like it or not and I would be satisfied with myself.

Heh I do think there are many many people like us whose sort of spark of fame got kinda extinguished.

Well, well, that's how it is. We shouldn't complain anyway! (urgh, wasn't it what I was doing? -_-)

Anyway, I consider you as a friend! ^_^