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The last year

Mon Apr 6, 2009, 4:15 AM

Mood: Anguish
Listening to: silence
Reading: err.. shouldn't I be doing hwk?
Watching: film trailers
Eating: chinese food

Hi everyone.

*sigh* It's already my last school year... and I'm still wondering what I'll do and what I want to achieve. Where will I go? should I leave here and go abroad? I can't stay with my parents forever.. and I'll have to leave my friends as well.. But there's still email and internet. When I'll start university my sis would already have graduated. Looks like we'll always be separated because of the 7 year gap between us. It doesn't matter. We've got our own lives right?

It's nice having people you know around, but we'll all part one day in one way or another. Heh, maybe I should become a hermit, and get used to being lonely. Though, I can still count on God when I'm lonely, so I'm not truly alone. And doing activities will prevent me from experiencing memory loss. I should always be working my brain. Forgetting is not good.

So, do you have any suggestions regarding what I can do during the holidays? I know there's hwk and projects, but what else could I do? I need some ideas.

See ya!

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~Rabadenzo Apr 6, 2009, 5:08:53 AM

7 year gap?
that's like my bro and me (8 years)
become a hermit, WITH INTERNET

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~dizzyspot Apr 6, 2009, 5:22:08 AM

Hah, yeah!

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*Razkall May 10, 2009, 7:37:37 AM

I know whatcha mean. I still don't know what I want. I wanna do so much, but I'm not sure I'm good enough. I'm trying to enter Art School now, but the assignments are no easy cookie... I hope things will go well for ya, though!

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~dizzyspot Jun 18, 2009, 10:05:59 AM

Your animation was really good! I think that's the 'not an easy cookie' thing you've been talking about since the day you posted this comment... that I'm replying today.. Sorry! But, yeah, you made it. You achieved great things even when you weren't sure of yourself.. Hah! That's quite encouraging ^^ I'll follow your example and work so I can achieve great things too! Still, I hope I get to know what I'll do. Me too I doubt my capacities, especially in my studies which aren't art-related at all. XP exams are so near too! And they are much much tougher than anything I've ever experienced in the past! that's one thing I'm sure of. My revision is not going well either... Gah! Alright! Enough blabbering!

But I'll try to remain optimistic and do my best, like you did ^_^

Today, I felt like escaping from schoolwork. But I gotta stay up till late now to finsh them >_< It's a total obligation. My concience says so

Argh, I think I'm stressed.

Thanks, and see ya!

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*Razkall Jun 19, 2009, 3:55:36 AM

Yes, that was the easy cookie part

I've never experienced exams myself, because I left high school two years earlier than usual to follow the animation study i've now finished. But I know from friends around me it is indeed tough. I wish you all the best with your exams and studies (:

And don't worry about the late reply

Happens to me all the time >>;

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